I'm not sure what to call this
Though, it feels an awful lot like anxiety.
My mind starts racing,
thoughts blurr by
feelings blend and shapeshift.
Control?
This feels like drowning- when your last conscious effort to reach air has escaped you,
or falling- when flailing and your sympathetic replace all thought,
or being smothered- after every muscle in your body is too fatigued to fight back.
There is no solution,
nothing I can do,
once the wheels start spinning.
Ever downhill,
spiraling
further and further
into imaginations mysery.
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